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Heyya!

Haven't posted anything this December, which is sad in a way, but it has been so so busy that I just did not find any time. But I will get at least two posts up and not leave this month empty!

SO much has been going on, and I'll get some pics up, but maybe go further in detail next year.

Shortly: I started as a production manager and designer at our students company called Spoony, which has taken most of my time. Also school has been a big priority and universities - personal statement and portfolio, not that I would have decided what am I going to be.. I'll figure out. We also have a project going on with Khris which is exciting and takes a lot of time and dedication, going to give my 100% in January. That is basically it, or the reason for no time.. 

Excuse me!

h

FRANK

Mum and I go for a quick lunch almost every Friday, because my lessons end just before her lunch time, and we decided we try out new cafes and restaurants every time, so we'd discover new tasty places, and last time we went to Frank, which is mainly a burger place, but my salad was delish and I had healthy fries as a side and mum had a salad to a curry burger, which she said tasted very good as well. Overall the place was cozy, I'd imagine myself there eating before a Friday night out chatting with friends, it looked somewhat like a place you'd find in Brooklyn, cozy and dark, leather couches and square-tiled floors.

go check it out!

xx

h

SCHOOL BITS

In Estonia, the last year of school is full of fun things, like hasing week, about what I wrote in estonian a few posts back. School is going to end so soon and I can't imagine row quickly the time will pass.. And then there are universities and portfolios and exams etc and I don't know what to do, but this isn't about it. Besides, I'm going to show you some pics taken this year, which will probably last as good memories for a long time!

a few weeks ago we had this day called Teachers day which means the last grade will everyone copy one teacher and do their job for the whole day. This year we only got to do one lesson, but it was fun anyways. I met up with the person I was going to copy beforehand and we decided we'd be all black. And of course cameras!! It was fun

Then there's chemistry lab, which is in my opinion one of the most funny lessons during our week, everything is pretty explosive and a bit scary and the teacher isn't sometimes less afraid than us, so we don't feel that smart, but we've still managed not to burn down the school, so it's quite great!

And then there was the week when we were gods and newcomers were sheep and we got to rule for the whole week and make them do different tasks and wear different clothes etc. And Khris isn't that excited.. but the week was full of laughter and I guess we managed quite well!

And then as last grade students, we got these school badges, which have quite a long history behind them and are all engraved with our names. We got them at a ceremony where the schools organ played background music and the assembly hall was a bit dark and mysterious - was quite special

I insisted on a boob-pic !!

xx

h

TAKE THE TIME

A common problem I face every day is the need for time, there obviously aren't enough hours in one day, and to get time for rest from those few left seems somewhat impossible. Then again it isn't. I find planning out my day helpful, but it has occurred to me that on the longest days when I come home, I just can't focus anymore even though I make myself to, because there just isn't time. And then there are weekends which are meant for to rest, but because the week ahead seems so crazy many use the weekends to study ahead and do all the stuff before hand. That in one way is good but the other, weekends are still meant to take time off and you need to give yourself some time off- off social media, away from computers and phones, maybe even away from people and of course from the city. Go for a walk or for a run, spend half a day in the nature and BREATHE, it gives so much more you might think. Take your loved ones with you or just go by yourself, it is crucial to breathe fresh air every once in a while.

So few weeks ago we went to the Kakerdaja Bog if I may say so. Took some time off with family and ate croissants in the forest and drank water from springs and walked and breathed and laughed and talked. It was good and the nature was very beautiful!!

Then there was this legendary Tuesday off school when I walked down to the beach and enjoyed my own company, which was so beneficial. And the weather was sooo gorgeous, luckily!

Made me miss summer and stand up paddle boarding (what a surprise!)

I can't sadly say I was off my phone as I took these pictures but luckily I had my phone because I sure did not have my keys and so my dad drove back home to open the door for me. we all fail sometimes.

back home I made myself a big bowl of smoothie and did some research about universities, which has been the main topic of conversations lately, and I so can't wait until it's all over and I know where I'm headed. I also went to Rajaleidja, which is an organisation that helps people to find their path.. it was somewhat helpful as the woman I talked to was a psychologist and gave some worthy life advice, but I did not know any better what I'd want to do with my future.. For me it's a conflict between the heart and the mind, and I hope the best from it..

xx 

h